I wanted to do something creative like when I was in North East. I do miss the time. Yes, I was almost going to drive myself sick by working like a mad woman.....
I was getting fed up with not moving forward. I know it's not entirely true. I learned a few tricks during the first year in TN. I became much better at baking. I got a new camera and started to really enjoy taking photos. I housebroke our puppy. Even I don't have a green thumb, I was able to grow some tomatoes and basil in the little garden we made. But I still felt empty.
But that period is over. I now have a few small plans for my business. And more importantly, I'm back in College. I'm going to finish BFA that I never finished in NY.
Two weeks ago before the school started, I was thinking that the first year in TN had been a very long overture before the curtain was opened. I liked the idea because I've worked at a theatre. But now that the school has started, I am so busy. But it feels good.
But August went by working on painting, getting ready for College... I couldn't bake much. But I am happy that I can make roll cakes pretty effortlessly these days.